Friday, October 24, 2008
because of jiang, everyone around me is addicted to word challenge on facebook. haha. my whole family was playing with me just now. haha. now i'm trying to do my marketing project and my sisters went to set up an account so they could continue playing. haha.
i miss home cooked food. i'm so sick of outside food, be it from school or punggol plaza. i wanna come home everyday to a nice comforting meal of rice veg meat fish etc. i don't wanna think whether i should eat macs or subway or jap rice.
maybe that's why i'm kinda cranky and irritable lately. lack of proper nutrition.
you close your eyes and pretend it's not there.
you shut your mind and pretend it's not there.
you don't say a word and pretend it doesn't hurt.
because...
there's nothing you can do about it.
there's nothing anyone can do about it.
it's up to me.
but i can't change my mindset.
but i can sure fake it.
so yes i will thank God for my 'lousy' grades and the motivation to study harder.
and for friends who provided tissues and words of encouragement.
exams are coming up.
i WILL study hard and get good grades.
by God's grace i will do well. He will give me what i deserve.
talking to jiang (roomie) is fun. she's probably the only girl in my tutorial class i can truely click with and truely share a laugh with. it's fun getting to know her and have someone to take the shuttle bus to lectures with.
talking to weiqin makes me grow up. she'll 'scold' mewhen i'm being childish/complaining too much and comfort me when i'm stressing too much. thanks weiqin! you're a one-of-a-kind friend! (:
talking to the ntu girls makes me reminisce. WEIQIN EILEEN SERENE thank you girls so much for making thursdays a wonerful day to look forward to. (:
why is it so hard to do something you'll truely love and enjoy in singapore? why are university courses here so limited?
i gotta find a way to motivate myself an not rely on others.
thank God for everything that has happened this week. through all my fears You've heard my prayers and confessions and forgave me and i'm just so thankful for that.
because of jiang, everyone around me is addicted to word challenge on facebook. haha. my whole family was playing with me just now. haha. now i'm trying to do my marketing project and my sisters went to set up an account so they could continue playing. haha.
i miss home cooked food. i'm so sick of outside food, be it from school or punggol plaza. i wanna come home everyday to a nice comforting meal of rice veg meat fish etc. i don't wanna think whether i should eat macs or subway or jap rice.
maybe that's why i'm kinda cranky and irritable lately. lack of proper nutrition.
you close your eyes and pretend it's not there.
you shut your mind and pretend it's not there.
you don't say a word and pretend it doesn't hurt.
because...
there's nothing you can do about it.
there's nothing anyone can do about it.
it's up to me.
but i can't change my mindset.
but i can sure fake it.
watchin u;
at 9:31 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
so yes i will thank God for my 'lousy' grades and the motivation to study harder.
and for friends who provided tissues and words of encouragement.
exams are coming up.
i WILL study hard and get good grades.
by God's grace i will do well. He will give me what i deserve.
watchin u;
at 5:36 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
talking to jiang (roomie) is fun. she's probably the only girl in my tutorial class i can truely click with and truely share a laugh with. it's fun getting to know her and have someone to take the shuttle bus to lectures with.
talking to weiqin makes me grow up. she'll 'scold' mewhen i'm being childish/complaining too much and comfort me when i'm stressing too much. thanks weiqin! you're a one-of-a-kind friend! (:
talking to the ntu girls makes me reminisce. WEIQIN EILEEN SERENE thank you girls so much for making thursdays a wonerful day to look forward to. (:
why is it so hard to do something you'll truely love and enjoy in singapore? why are university courses here so limited?
i gotta find a way to motivate myself an not rely on others.
thank God for everything that has happened this week. through all my fears You've heard my prayers and confessions and forgave me and i'm just so thankful for that.
watchin u;
at 6:55 AM